Situation died, hopelessness arrived Was it just a game you played, to see if you could manage Pushed me into something, that I could not reach you And
Maybe it's too easily fit No problem seems to be as hard as before Look for me under pillows Hiding from self created anger Sucking the dust for what'
I try to stop the train To get used to pain To get used to take the shit they're talking And I can't explain Whatever happened I try to write it down
Patiently devoted to The words I haven?t spoken But have heard a thousand times And never cared about Lived above the closely sandy winter That?s been
You don't have to tell me or convince me that the sun sets in the morning You don't have to show me how the snow comes down at night I know what it looks
In a car Not her own Owned by someone called her man for all time On her way To a house To a couple she call sir and dear mom She's afraid It's her
I'm the betrayer I'm the betrayer Well, I'm the betrayer Well, I'm the I'm the betrayer I'm the betrayer Well, I'm the betrayer Well, I'm the Well,
I told your face it looked like hell You slapped me red and ran away Said you?ll never come back While I?m around I said I?m sad I?m sad it?s at I?m
Oh, if you say that you are over me Then i guess iA'm over you And if youA've found out why it hurts so bad Then let me find out too I never leared about
Compared to how you used to feel I?d say that you feel better The strokes you had, the blackout days Has finally come to a state of nothing left Even
You fools try to live with yourselves Through other people's dreams It's a pity, you don't listen to yourselves Just to your next of kin Judging people
Something is missing around here Surrounded by tragical memories That pushes me out of the too small bed In a too small house Pieces of the shelter is
I've got to control my ups and downs I've got to control your perfect lies you say that my downs are on the outside forced to my skin like clothes try
Taste my loneliness but yet surrounded Having guilt for these lonely feelings Every night the same questions burning in my head Keeping me far away from
Seven years alone One less and she was gone And everybody knows by now They're tired of me whining But I'm hole now I'm hole because she's strong I'm
There's nothing to look forward to at all Missed all the lucky spots, but I guess that was on purpose Nothing comes my way, well not today anyway I guess
I can't deny the way Your fingers make my body shiver And that I almost did surrender To what was easy in a way But I know it's all over It's the last
I keep saying, I don't understand Well, she knows me, I don't go that way It might be better in another town When you're never there and he's never around