since you've been gone i haven't done anything at all i feel so alone i drove onto another dead end road everything is boring, i feel worthless hidden
i may not be the smartest guy but i can always smell a lie and there is something going on my live has tortured me at times that's why i write these
my mom and dad say i'm not right why can't they see that i have tried i never meant to turn out wrong my fear of failure is so strong i have to shout
I'm used to getting pushed around. Spent half of highschool on the ground. I thought I'd never let that win. No, I admit I wanted in. My kaleidoscope
i'm tired of you forbidden fruit is sweeter but i'm too scared to end it what can i do, that's how it goes marks on the floor a bridge better left burning
lullaby playing in my head volume's loud enough to wake the dead terrified that i might really be what everyone else thinks of me and i happened all
paper hearts and memories broken notes in melodies decorate my mind in black and blue paper heart of deepest red crumpled up beside my bed time alone
it's been said we forget ahead you know we can't be wrong time you knew that i'll be true cuz we been friends so long won't fall apart you're in my heart
pictures on the wall of me and you remember days gone by and our old crew you always made me wanna leave and when i felt the time was right you hollared
don't wanna feel, don't wanna get dragged down by monotony and i'd rather feel a pain that's real than hide behind a routine and i've gotta be the real
ittle bobby's on the front porch sitting alone, he's got nobody takes a drink from his water glass and cries to himself, he's so lonely doesn't really
when you were away i did some thinking about us i had some feelings of mistrust i felt so free when you were away when you were away i did nothing but
hey don't turn away told you i want you here with me try learning to fly promise to catch you when you fall out of the sky trace my fingers 'round that